''Our birthday'' - Part One

I guess that today, we could call it a day, you did really well. I know what you are thinking, and don't bother with that , all is going to be fine, I promise. You just have to do what we practised and you will be alright. And remember,we don't get to be upset.

I had time to do everything in time, even your lunches for two weeks, and written all what you can't eat on the piece of paper on the table and Miss Lucy will check on you each Wednesday.

 I told her about your heart. I know you don't like it when we talk about this, but this time is different. So, now you are going to be me. You don't cry in front of people, nor scream at the sight of spiders,alright? 

Today is the day of my death, I am dead at 19 years old, September 6th 2014. The date of our birthday. Has planned, I walked in the hallways of the school as you. I heard from Miss Lucy that they would come around twelve fourty-five, just to make sure everyone will witness you dying, I suppose. It was twelve fourty and still no sign of them, so I entered the science building. I guess it was for the nostalgia of the moment.Dad thought me a lot about all the feelings I may and would have today,but it is fine, I was ready. I guess because I was too much concentrated on acting like you and I forgot to take a look on my watch for five minutes or so. Not bad , they came in at fourty-eight. They screamed your name and shot the ceiling with their guns, not all of them, he didn't. He just stood there, with is ugly smile and waited for me to show myself.